I miss my piano =(

I miss playing the piano =(
When will i have the chance to run my fingers on it again?
To play my favorite songs, and let my feelings flow in the melody..
It's just not the same when you're listening to the recorded ones which other people played..
When you're playing the music, it's like letting the music to express yourself, instead of you doing the talking..
and it's up to the listener to interpret it..
The effects that music brings to me is just too great..
But, I hate head-banging music which seems to me is blasting people's eardrums and blasting people's head off..lolz =p
The songs that i enjoy listening will usually depend on my mood..
I'm so freaking moody right now,
and where is my piano?
It's out of tune and growing spiderwebs! =( *sob*